These past few weeks have been so stressful and I feel like I am being hit in every direction. I keep waiting for the calm before the storm but tend to always be in the storm. When my work life calms down then my ex becomes difficult........and if those two area's are good to go then the financial blizzard hits. I am still suffering over the shock of a automatic trunk lock costing over $300.......what are these things made of GOLD? The only thing that seems to calm me down and bring things back into prospective in the cute smiling faces that light up my world. At times I want to change my name.......Mom...Mom...Mom..........but do you know how up lifting it is to be cooking dinner and having my little ones laughing and yelling you can't catch me to each other. It just brings back what all is important.........family. Then with their bright smiles and sparkle in their eyes.......I think.........I am doing something right.
